Marina

6:41 Será o meu relógio biológico ou será o dos meus gatos que me fez acordar praticamente à mesma hora de ontem? Não tenho consciencia quem foi ao certo pois com manha livre permiti-me a dormir mais, com um gato de cada lado como guardiões do meu sono.

Á hora prevista, levantei-me com uma disposição diferente. Tinha mensagem de quem eu queria. Trocámos algumas palavras pensadas que terminaram num “Vem ter comigo” que me bloqueou como sempre.

Hoje só consigo ouvir Marina and the Diamonds. Quando tomei o duche, quando fui á cidade, quando voltei a casa, quando fui e vim do trabalho. Há algo neste I am not a robot, que se encaixa perfeitamente no meu espírito e nos acontecimentos do momento.

I Am Not A Robot

You've been acting awful tough lately

Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately

But inside, you're just a little baby

It's okay to say you've got a weak spot

You don't always have to be on top

Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not

You're vulnerable, you're vulnerable

You are not a robot

You're loveable, so loveable

But you're just troubled

Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot

Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot

You've been hanging with the unloved kids

Who you never really liked and you never trusted

But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins

Never committing to anything

You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings

Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing

I'm vulnerable, I'm vulnerable

I am not a robot

You're loveable, so loveable

But you're just troubled

Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot

Guess what? I'm not a robot, a robot

Can you teach me how to feel real?

Can you turn my power on?

Well, let the drum beat drop

Guess what? I'm not a robot

Guess what? I'm not a robot

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